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Cosmic Pain and interconnectedness – even Nikola Tesla spoke about it already in 1899

Have you ever felt all of a sudden upset, weary, uncertain or even depressed without even knowing where it would come from? Than you are definitely an Empath and these kind of emotions probably one of your daily experiences.


It is everything than easy to be an Empath and life can get even more difficult if we try to suppress or deny our faculty to feel. Empaths are naturally born sensitive people and there is nothing abnormal about that. I even would like to say that everyone is born an Empath, because everyone was born to feel. In addition to that I do believe that this naturally born ability to feel – what others feel is not a gift but a part of our survival. Humans are social beings and daily interaction with others is as important as the air to breath. Apart from the times when we feel to withdraw from the world to find some comfort and peace in solitude. Through our need to socialize and interact with others for our own well-being we also will discover that we feel more comfortable around certain people than others.

That we seek out places that naturally feed our own sensitivity if we want to stay balanced and healthy. Overcrowded, noisy and fast changing places are not part of our natural desire to live because we can easily lose ourselves. By losing oneself I would like to refer to the idea that there is a certain balance mentally, emotionally and physically in which we have a feeling for who we are. A state of mind in which we clearly can define ourselves and feel the boundaries with others.

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On the other hand side we also were given the ability to sense frequencies that go beyond our logical understanding. Well at least as long as we have developed an understanding what it means to be connected to everything and everyone on this planet. We are able to perceive emotions and thoughts of other people who are around us but also from people very far away. A mother instinctively knows when one of her children suffers or is not well. The mother bond is probably one of the strongest but birth related bonds we can have. The phenomena to feel that someone is struggling or going through  difficulties is not only restricted to a mother and her child. Furthermore it can be experienced by close friends, lovers, siblings or anyone else we have a close connection with. It is something natural and happens everyday but most of the time we don’t spend much attention or we just wash it off. We just don’t follow our own feelings or we don’t trust them.

In many cases it makes itself seen in situations like, suddenly we think of a certain person and do feel might the desire to ask them how they are doing? After a while of pros and cons we finally get in touch with that person, or even the person gets in touch with us. And we come to realize what we felt was right and the person we thought of is struggling at the moment. These experiences can be surprisingly, amazing and lead to a deeper connection with each other. This is the gift of an empath and can become the beginning of someone’s own psychic experiences.

But there are times in which we might feel a certain uncomfortable feeling and we not able to place it anywhere. A sudden sadness, despair or hopelessness overcomes us and there seem to be no place to go. We might try the strategy of naming the origin of the feeling and after calling all family members and friends we still haven’t found it yet. Normally when we found out to whom the feeling belonged it will disappear quickly but there are moments when it doesn’t disappear and we sit there thinking…what the hell is going on?

From my own experience but also from the research I did over the years I found a lovely word for the unexplainable. Its called “Cosmic Pain”. The great inventor Nikola Tesla used it in one of his interviews from 1899.

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When a man becomes conscious; that his highest goal must be to run for a shooting star and tries to capture it; shall understand that his life was given to him because of this and will be saved. Stars will eventually be capable of catching!

JOURNALIST: And what will happen then?
TESLA: The creator will laugh and say: ”It fall only that you chase her and grab her.”

JOURNALIST: Isn’t all of this contrary to the cosmic pain, which so often you mention in your writings? And what is it cosmic pain?
TESLA: No, because we are on Earth … It is an illness whose existence the vast majority of people are not aware of. Hence, many other illnesses, suffering, evil, misery, wars and everything else what makes human life an absurd and horrible condition. This disease cannot be completely cured, but awareness shall make it less complicated and hazardous. Whenever one of my close and dear people were hurt, I felt physical pain. This is because our bodies are made as of similar material, and our soul related to unbreakable strands. Incomprehensible sadness that overwhelmed us at times means that somewhere, on the other side of this planet, a child or generous man died. The entire Universe is in certain periods sick of itself, and of us. Disappearance of a star and the appearance of comets affect us more than we can imagine. Relationships among the creatures on the Earth are even stronger, because of our feelings and thoughts the flower will scent even more beautiful or will fall in silence. These truths we must learn in order to be healed. Remedy is in our hearts and evenly, in the heart of the animals that we call the Universe.”

So he states that we are so connected on this whole planet that we can feel and get upset when something wrong in the world is happening. We are all born the same way, the same desires, longings such as love, harmony, belonging and safety. Means that we all striving for the same thing and we will feel when something happens that doesn’t resonate with it. It is not only that we feel tragic events happening when they are actually happening but there are people who can sense things like earthquakes, tsunamis and other disasters before they actually happen.

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My mother is one of these people and often got really upset for no reason. She suddenly withdrew from the world for a while and took time to feel what there was to feel. I never really understood what was wrong with her and even when I did asked she didn’t give me an answer. Just in later years my mother opened up to me and said: “Julie, I feel so sad. I think something tragic is going to happen.” Two days later a Tsunami hit the coast of Japan and damaged the Atomic Power plant seriously.

This experience can even be more intensified when wrong doings go against a majority of people or a majority of people become to know about it. Our present time is a brilliant example if we take a closer look at the Donald Trump problem. I can’t even imagine how many thoughts, fears, and emotions he triggers daily in people’s minds and heads. Even if you are currently not really affected by his presidency you might still feel a bit uncertain, insecure, angry or drawn to read about his latest undertakings.

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So we can be affected by others from near and far because all is made of energy. We can suffer when people we love suffer but also people on the other side of the planet. There is no time and space, no boundaries and borders in our connectedness because we are one race. We are human beings. Sometimes this connection can be very hard to carry and we easily lose ourselves, especially when we can’t tell any more what is us and what is the other. We can‘t protect ourselves from this overwhelming feelings when tragic things are happening or going happen. This is our cosmic pain or collective pain we experience. We will experience our own hopeless and helplessness and we will learn how to integrate these in our lives. But in addition to that we can also furthermore become aware of its potential. We suddenly can become aware of the power we have and how this can affect others and the world.

Means, if we can feel what others feel, people also can pick up on our energy. So we can influence with our thoughts, feelings and actions other people even if they are not around. Sending prayer and blessings is one positive thing we can do for ourselves and others. But also if we finally start loving ourself, aligning ourself with the universal harmony we soon will see how others are attracted to us and furthermore how things can change. People will always be drawn to positive energy and harmony as this is our deepest desire and expression as human beings.

Within all this cosmic pain and our shared humanity we will come to the realization that – what we heal in ourselves we actually heal in others too.

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Julie Jurgan the Founder of Blossom of the Soul, she is an inspirational writer, medium and healer. She offers her spiritual guidance to everyone in need. Julie helps people to explore and develop their own psychic potential. If you would like to book a session with Julie..please have a look here…

or send an email directly to julie@blossomofthesoul.org

Whole interview of Nikola Tesla can be found here….

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Your universe by Julie Jurgan

Stop looking for answers

How long have been you been looking for answers? How many days have you wasted with questioning? How many times have you been doubting yourself?

How many times did you go outside and returned with empty hands? Warming your skin on the fire of confusion? Looking for shelter under the roof of comfort.

How many days have you walked in the rain of desperation? Followed by the shadows of the past? Creeping up on you like memories from a long time ago?

How many nights have you laid wide awake in your bed? Starring into the nothingness of your room while bathing in your own vulnerability?

How far have you travelled just to reach a place where they teach you the lesson of experience? How brave have you been in the exploration of your very own self?

How often have you looked into the mirror and asked yourself – who have I become?

How many traces have you left on the beaches of time? When you crawled down into the insecurity of your very own existence?

How often my friend have you questioned your gift? How often do you keep me asking the same old questions?

When my friend will you finally realize – all that was given to you – is exactly what you were made for. The suffering makes you stronger, the pain makes you softer, the love opens your heart and the joy should bring tears to your eyes.

This is your life. Keep on going. Keep on fighting. Keep on breathing.

Keep on pushing forwards till your knees get weak and your mind gets weary. Let me then take over and carry you the last bit of the way. Let the pressure bring you down on the very ground of life. Taste what it feels like to have nothing – so I can give you everything.

Let me in. Let me show you what it means to be born – to let go – to gain – to lose. Let me show what depth we can reach before we touch the sky.

Let me shed your skin – so your wings can grow – and you can fly

Let me be your wind. Let me be your ocean. Let me teach you how to connect with all that is.

Let me push and safe you. Let lose and let me touch you.

Let me show you – how stars are born.

With love,

Your Universe

IMG_20151206_132341Julie Jurgan the Founder of Blossom of the Soul,  is an inspirational writer, medium and healer. She offers her spiritual guidance to everyone in need. If you would like to book a session with Julie..please have a look here.

Or send directly an email to julie@blossomofthesoul.org

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Julie Jurgan – The law of dharmic direction (video)

The law of dharma is not easy to describe as it is based in the buddhist/hindu belief system. I tried to step away from any religious belief and still tried to make sense of something that is so hard to describe but easy to feel.

The law of dharma resonates with us when we are ready to live our full potential. When we are ready to step forward into a new direction of self-expression. What is it that we want to do after we have found ourselves.

How do we want to make us of our talents and potential and how can we be of benefit for society and others? What happens after we have found our potential? Do we need to follow it or is there any other way to explore something that we might feel drawn to but never been brave enough to explore.

What role plays karma in the process of dharmic direction? How much should the thought of karma influence our decision when it comes to the expression of the soul?



Julie Jurgan the Founder of Blossom of the Soul,  is an inspirational writer, medium and healer. She offers her spiritual guidance to everyone in need. If you would like to book a session with Julie..please have a lookhere.




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Julie Jurgan – The 50 universal laws

There is a concept which governs the movements of the universe and its expressions and these are called the universal laws. Over centuries humankind has been fascinated and fearful of the universal powers. Many attempts were made since then to explore the secrets of the universe to understand its power and predict its outcomes.

The time has come that we know more about the universe than ever before in the history of life. We are able to gain information for upcoming natural disasters as well as the weather. In addition to that we traveled to the moon and able to explore new planets via our progress in science. We learnt how to make use of the physical laws and how to use them for our benefits for traveling in space and time. We experienced our limitations within the physical laws and learnt to accept the unacceptable, our own mortality in the material form.

Now it is time to explore a new territory far away from outer space. I think it is time to discover the universal movements within ourselves. Realizing that our soul is a direct reflection, connection and expression of the universe and its movements. Something within the universe deeply resonates with our own spiritual evolution and longs for a better understanding.

Is reaching out for exploration far away from any physical or religious concept as such, furthermore I speak about a new form of freedom in which we as human beings finally realize that the universe is within us and we are in the universe.

Lets discover the secret of the universal concept which deals with energetic variations, the power of change and transformation and how we can step into this power and use it for our own soul evolution. Making sense and use of the moral and ethics laws of the universe as a legal legitimacy.

Can assist to answer the metaphysical questions:

How does the universe operate?

How can I learnt to understand the universal laws?

How can I use my understanding of the universal laws to improve my life?

How can I work with the universal laws?

Inspired by the concept of the universal laws by Richard Suthpen and Stuart Wilde, I started my first video blog in which I try to explore and discover the universal laws. Insights, Inspirations, questions and answers found their way into my discovery. Life changing events as well as deeply moving happenings followed me along the way of universal self exploration. Diving deeper and deeper into a world that I have never seen as such before.

You might will find some answers for your questions, empowerment and inspiration for your own Soul development. But furthermore I would wish that my video blog will create the desire within you to explore yourself and follow the call to find your own truth.

1. The law of Harmony

2. The law of Reincarnation & Karma

3. The law of Wisdom

4. The law of Grace

5. The law of Soul Evolution

6. The law of Bodhisattva

7. The law of vibrational Alignment

8. The law of Free will

9. The law of One

10. The law of Manifestation

11. The law of Conscious Detachment

12. The law of Gratitude

13. The law of Fellowship

14. The law of Resistance

15. The law of Attraction

16. The law of Reflection

17. The law of Unconditional Love

18. The law of Magnetic Affinities

19. The law of Abundance

20. The law of Divine Order

21. The law of Attitude

22. The law of Threes

23. The law of Association

24. The law of Commitment

25. The law of Dissonance

26. The law of Experience

27. The law of fearful Confrontation

28. The law of Group Consciousness

29. The law of Personal Return

30. The law of Activity

31. The law of Denial

32. The law of New Beginnings

33. The law of Compensation

34. The law of Psychometry Influence

35. The law of Totality

36. The law of Dominant Desire

37. The law of Duality

38. The law of Self-Destruction

39. The law of Environmental Manifestation

40. The law of Restriction

41. The law of Self-worth

42. The law of Growth

43. The law of Self-truth

44. The law of summarized Experience

45. The law of Belief

46. The law of dharmic direction

47. The Law of Purifying Actions

48. The law of Karmic Excess

49. The law of Release

50.The law of Ritual


Julie Jurgan is a medium, healer and Soulactivist. She offers One-to-One Sessions ( Readings & Meditations) via Skype and in person. Her healing sessions are available in person as well as via distance. Her healing sessions are powerful and transforming.

If you would like to get in touch with Julie about her Readings or Healing work or you have any other questions please send an email to julie@blossomofthesoul.org


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Julie Jurgan – The law of Environmental Manifestation ( watch)

The law of Environmental Manifestation reminds us that everything that surrounds us is an extension of ourselves. Our environment is a physical reflection of our attitudes, belief systems and our self-image. By taking an honest look around our environment we might see what we want to change in our lives. But also what we might want to let go to make space for something better.

Julie Jurgan the Founder of Blossom of the Soul, she is an inspirational writer, medium and healer. She offers her spiritual guidance to everyone in need. If you would like to book a session with Julie..please have a look here…


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Julie – 26th Universal law – The law of Experience

Its been said that the law of experience offers us the possibility to grow and replace existing experiences with new ones. But if we want to step into the power of this universal law we are asked to face our inner demons, our fears and blockages and try again! Sometimes we just need to jump to see that we can fly! xxx

This time I read a part of John Donohues Book – Eternal Echoes – Exploring our hunger to belong. – We belong into this world and the universal laws are working for us, with us and through us xx

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