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The wounded healer – how we can find meaning in suffering

 

We are all wounded just by being born into a physical body, we experience our first form of separation. The separation from the spiritual realms where we once came from and so long to return to – some of us for a lifetime.

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Friedrich Nietzsche stated in one of his quotes: To live is to suffer, to survive is to find some meaning in the suffering.” and the wounded healer knows what that means.

Yes, we all are wounded and the older we get the bigger the wounds and deeper the scars. There is no way around making experiences which are accompanied by the pain of realization. The realization that things not always the way we thought they would be. That people are not always what they seem to be. And that growing older and ageing is not only a physical process but also a mental and emotional one. Within these experiences we will discover the feelings of separation, abandonment, isolation, betrayal, abuse and it will leave us, speechless, heartbroken and doubting ourselves. We might sometimes wonder how much we still able to take on? How much more pain we can cope with?

Why do we need to go through all this? Why?

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Often we are unable to find any answers, all we have is the pain that penetrates deep down into our hearts and souls. We lose ourselves in a spiral of questioning, doubting and not knowing what to do. The only solution to finally avoid the pain, is to avoid life we think. Once we do so, we start to lose ourselves in drugs, work, opinions, convictions, any kind of addictions and very often even in others. As long as it numbs the pain we welcome any distraction that is offered to us.

The more we experience the more we build a wall around our hearts, souls and bodies. Day by day the wall gets a bit taller, a bit tighter just to make sure that the next time we won’t get too much hurt again.

But we totally forget that the bricks we use for building our walls are made of disappointment, hurt, distrust, fear, doubts and misunderstanding. All these things we so desperately would like to get rid off, are clinging to us like a child to its mother. We are convinced that life is hard, painful and full of suffering. This is often all we see.

And while we spend our lives in jobs we don’t like, relationships that are non-supportive or even toxic, running after the false values like status and money, we pretend to be fine. We hold on because of fear and we are far too scared to do only one step into the unknown. Slowly but steady our suppressed emotions will find ways to express itself in physical, mental or emotional issues and illness. The symptoms are clear, we are angry, fed up, tired, exhausted, we are burnt out we are ready to give up.

We all will experience such a point in our lives, some of us even more than once.

The wounded healer awakens

In the midst of crisis, lies great opportunities”

– Albert Einstein

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This is true, if we only could see it as such but that is probably the hardest part. We might got hurt by the realization that life is not what we thought it would be and within this there lies an ocean of opportunities. Great opportunities to see life from a different perspective. But it lies alone in our very own responsibility if we hold on to our past memories and build our wall full of frustration and pain. Or we might explore a chance that whatever hurt us can be released if we allow it to do so. What if we discover that we might shaped and formed by our past but we can transform ourselves in the present moment and therefore build a brighter future. This is the path of the wounded healer – this might the path of all of us. Rather then avoiding the pain, the uncomfortable feeling of suffering and turn it into a force of transformation. For ourselves and others.

Once we decide to look within and honestly allow anything that resides there to stay. Just for the moment we will accept that people disappointed us, that life did hurt us. Only for now we try not to run away but take a deep breath and accept whatever is. Healing takes place. The moment we stop to change things or make them undone we align ourselves with their existence and they will transform.

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The moment you accept who you are – totally – and fully with all your flaws, weaknesses and insecurities – you will transform.

Let the pain become your friend, let it sit with you at the table, let it be painful.

But most important of all – don’t run away from it.

Once you sat in and with your pain, once you accepted its existence, once you treated it as a friend it will start talking to you.

It will tell you a lot of things. Who has caused it, where, when, how and suddenly it all comes to the surface again. Like a movie the scenes are flickering in the blink of an eye and you can feel it deep down in your heart. It hurts.

Maybe even after years and years, once you befriend yourself with your pain it seems like yesterday. It burns and turns, it screams and shouts, it rages and fights. Like a fire, it will burn everything into your conscious mind.

And all you have to do is to hold the torch while you walk through the dark, knowing you will survive.

The healing journey

The wounded healer longs for this journey all his life because he/she has not forgotten about his origin. Deep within his/her soul he/she knows that life maybe is suffering but at the same time – life is the healer.

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Once we have awaken to realize that everything is made of energy and that is what we truly are, we finally will find direction. We will follow the call which is pulling us away from any concepts created by man. We will start out searching for answers, understanding and might along the way we will come across the truth.

Suddenly we will clearly see how everything is connected with everything, that coincidences don’t exist and we create our own reality. We will understand that attachment is not only a word but an energetic string we need to release if we want to be free. Free from the past and all we learnt and still hold on to. Letting go of our educated minds and the fixed ideas how life supposed to be. We will set out on a journey that will bring us back to the point where we once started. We have to walk through old pain and suffering again only to learn how to let it go.

Along the way we will deeper and deeper discover the truth that has always been hidden within us. We will seek out the right people at the right time, we will learn that our heart needs to be cracked open again so we can overcome fears, face our demons and sit with our pain.

We will ask to try new things, open our minds, start all over again so we can finally transform and heal. From the concept we carried with us for far too long. Layer after layer we let go of what was has been and welcome the new. Our journey from the dark will constantly lead to the light.

More and more we will understand the power within and the power on the outside. We will embrace the meaning of change and the importance of being honest with ourselves. The more clarity we seek the more we will find what we been asking for. Till we one day, resurrect under all the broken pieces and rise from the ground like the phoenix from the ashes.

From suffering to spiritual meaning

Once we made it all the way and we explored our own suffering and pain we are ready for the next step. We survived, we have gone through it, we transformed. Here we stand, naked in our very own truth, knowing what it means to heal oneself – we finally ready to heal others.

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The wounded healers path is the path of transformation, of self realisation and exploration. Once we have integrated what we left out for far too long we will find peace. Once we faced what we suppressed and we appreciated what we first denied, we are there. Able to sit with our own pain, we are able to sit with the pain of others. Able to name our own wounds, we are finally able to name the wounds of others.

This is how we return where we once started, finally we remember who we really are. We transformed our suffering into understanding. And by assisting others to heal we will experience the meaning of our own suffering. The wounded healer turned his/her wound of separation into the healing power of compassion and the emptiness has transformed into the abundance of opportunities to seek for integration.

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Years of transformation – 2015, 2016 and 2017

I want to start an article with beautiful words of Daisaku Ikeda – a Japanese Philosopher, author and anti-nuclear activist.

“Human rights will be a powerful force for the transformation of reality when they are not simply understood as externally defined norms of behaviour but are lived as the spontaneous manifestation of internalized values.”

  — Daisaku Ikeda

These words are very much related with the theme of this article “Transformation” and I observed some important Vedic Astrological patterns of planetary alignments in the year 2015 and 2016, even in 2017 these patters would create an impact on world.

I will share the information about these planetary alignments first of 2015 then 2016 means the current ongoing year. We will study about Eclipses and some other important alignments. Whenever an eclipse occurs it is always an alignment of Rahu-Ketu (North-South nodes of Moon) and these nodes are the most powerful shadow planets or mathematical points where the light is seized so it has the power to create an impact on whole world in mundane astrology and on our individual lives also.

Year 2015

In 2015 the eclipses occurred Virgo-Pisces axis because Rahu was in Virgo and Ketu was in Pisces.

  • 20th March 2015 – Total Solar Eclipse in Pisces in Uttarabhadrapad Nakshatra
  • 4th April 2015 – Total Lunar Eclipse in Virgo in Hasta Nakshatra
  • 13th September 2015 – Partial Solar Eclipse
  • 28th September 2015 – Total Lunar Eclipse in Pisces

During this year Saturn was transiting through Scorpio because Saturn entered in Scorpio on 2nd November 2014. Every year we experience 3-4 eclipses but I gave emphasis on year 2015 because Saturn in Scorpio is the toughest Transformation and during this period of 2 and half year transit all eclipses will be of special importance in changing the overall environment of world.

Important to mention when Ketu caused an eclipse in the sign of Pisces and Rahu-Ketu always travel backwards so Ketu marked the beginning of 18 year phase (Rahu-Ketu takes 1 8 months to travel from one sign) and on 20th March Solar eclipse occurred in Saturn’s lunar mansion Uttara Bhadrapada which showed dissolution and start of something new.

I won’t go in detail much but I had given detailed explanation of Eclipses in my article dated – 14th March 2015 on Eclipses here…..

Year 2016

Present year is the tight rope walk because many planetary alignments are important to mention.

1) Jupiter-Rahu Conjunction in Leo at final Degrees – This conjunction occurred in January 2016 at       culminating degrees in Leo where Jupiter was Retrograde and this same alignment made me reminded the year 1979 where Saturn-Rahu-Jupiter all were in Leo and in that year we witnessed big events like –

  • Fall of Pol Pot regime in Cambodia
  • In Iran Ayatollah Khomeini took over
  • Margaret Thatcher first lady UK Prime Minister
  • Iranian Militants violence erupted
  • Double Digit Inflation
  • Soviet invasion of Afghanistan

All these events have deep relation with the theme of conjunction again of Rahu-Jup and Saturn’s 10th aspect from Scorpio on Leo made it more intense but this time the reversals of all those events in some different form because Jupiter was retrograde.

2) Five Planets Retrograde – After Jup-Rahu Conjunction then during April-May all major planets were in retrograde motion – Rahu, Ketu, Jupiter, Saturn, and Mars. I observed this happened way back in 1984 and that year was also quiet chaotic in some regions of the world.

3) Saturn-Mars Conjunction – Mars entered in Anuradha nakshatra of Saturn on 28th February and it remained with Saturn in Scorpio that too in retrograde motion for some months was the toughest period for all individuals in terms of churning of emotions.

4) Eclipses

  • Total Solar Eclipse on 8th/9th March
  • Penumbral Lunar Eclipse on 23rd March
  • Solar Eclipse on 1st September
  • Penumbral Lunar Eclipse on 16th March

More information on 2016 Eclipses in my article dated – 17th January 2016 here…

This year the nodal axis shifted to Leo-Aquarius means Rahu in Leo and Ketu in Aquarius which shows huge change in Power (Leo Sign) and Ketu will give some inventions (Aquarius intellectual sign). Specially from October to December the 5th all the planets are in the axis of Rahu-Ketu which are forming a combination where every planet passed over Rahu and moving towards Ketu  – this shows the process of purification which is hard and tough but finally liberation through Ketu. The coming 10 months from November till next Eclipse of 2017 will be very important for the new transformed world.

In this way this year 2016 is actually a very tight rope walk for the whole world and for all individuals.

Year 2017

Now the next year will be of equal importance same like previous two years because of continued transit of Saturn through Scorpio but at the end of 2016 on 30th Dec Saturn will touch 27 degrees of Scorpio which is a start of “Gandant Zone”. Saturn will enter Sagittarius on 27th January 2017 and till 3 degrees of Sagittarius it will be in the Gandant Zone.

Gandant means end of Karmic Knot which is related with all the deeds of past lives so it is an extremely important travel of Saturn where it drills too deep and take out all secrets and will take right action towards humanity. Gandant zone is a zone when a planet travels from Water to Fire sign or Vice-Versa but in the whole zodiac Scorpio-Sagittarius is very important for Gandant and especially when Saturn travels.

The eclipse on 21st August 2017 will be very important when Rahu will influence Sun in Magha means Royal Power.

Now I want to sum up all these 3 years in the form of huge transformation because every time Rahu-Ketu begins 18 year period cycle but when it got begun from 2015 it marked the important transits of

  • Saturn in Scorpio (Extreme Transformation)
  • Jup-Rahu in Leo in Jan 2016 (Law and Order Transformation to curb Crime)
  • Five planets Retrograde in 2016 (Cleaning of Mess of almost 2 decades through Transformation)
  • Saturn’s Transit of Scorpio to Sagittarius through a Gandant Zone (Extreme Transformation)
  • Eclipses of 2015 from Ketu in Pisces started 18 year period of Transformation
  • Eclipses of 2016 and 2017 influence and showing change in Power and cleansing of Political-financial system.
  • Due to transits and eclipses two important stars in zodiac activated – Regulus in Leo and Antares in Scorpio.

Whole world is getting impacted by these major changes in sky and our individual personal lives also are experiencing many changes which are all together taking this world to “Ascension”. This ignited “Healing Practices” and more people seeking spiritual development. This also shows the path of righteousness towards the betterment of humanity. I don’t want to predict more about country specific because I already feel the most impact on regions like – South East Asia Pacific region, South East Russia, East-West Coasts of America, Africa and Atlantic region. Country specific predictions would be too deep to predict but I feel more important to understand the planetary alignments rather than making predictions.

But here I would like to mention USA Presidential Elections 2016 will set a new theme for whole world and change in ruling currency. Even I feel this election would not be smooth because Chart of USA shows extreme tough time from December till March so may be Civil Unrest and some upheavel in Law & Order situation which could effect Election Process and Economic Situation all over world.

We witnessed some disturbing events like ISIS Crisis, Middle East Unrest, UnstableWorld Economic System , Severe Climatic Changes caused Hurricanes and Earthquakes because of these tough planetary alignments but there will be a hope of new ray of light will emerge out of this dark phase also.

This is how I feel 2015, 2016 and 2017 very important transformative years and may get considered the start of Transformative Era of this century with new change in power, political regimes and economic-financial system. Rule of transformation involves huge churning, dissolution of current themes and start of new theme.

I hope this small article will give some insight of current evolution in the world and how can we study planetary alignments through the lens of Vedic Astrology.

Thanks!

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The law of Release – Julie Jurgan (49. Universal law) (video)

The law of Release is a powerful invitation to experience the Art of letting go. Day by day we are reminded of the importance of allowing things to change and transform. Ideas, belief systems, possessions but also we come in touch with our own mortality. Questions arises what will happen next, when the Soul finally leaves its earthly attachment, the body?
We come in close contact with the pain of letting go of loved ones, fighting, resisting the course of time. We again and again crush against our own limitations only to learn one thing…to let go. So we can grow, transform and be reborn.
Maybe a try to catch something that was never made to hold on to.

What can our very own heart teach us

about

holding and letting go?

 

Julie Jurgan is a medium, healer and Soulactivist. She offers One-to-One Sessions ( Readings & Meditations) via Skype and in person. Her healing sessions are available in person as well as via distance. Her healing sessions are powerful and transforming.

If you would like to get in touch with Julie about her Readings or Healing work or you have any other questions please send an email to julie@blossomofthesoul.org

 

Julie – The 14th Universal law – The law of Resistance

What if we realize that all the resistance we experience within ourselves is the fear of the unknown? The fear of letting go of control. What would happen if we could transform ourselves with this knowledge and step into the power of allowing unconditional love into our lives?

Julie Jurgan is a medium, healer and Soulactivist. She offers One-to-One Sessions ( Readings & Meditations) via Skype and in person. Her healing sessions are available in person as well as via distance. Her healing sessions are powerful and transforming.

If you would like to get in touch with Julie about her Readings or Healing work or you have any other questions please send an email to julie@blossomofthesoul.org

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How to become a butterfly?

Butterflies are one of the most precious beings here on this planet, their beauty, elegance and their vulnerability have inspired many poets, writers, musicians and artists over the centuries. The butterfly is a symbol for transformation, lightness and freedom. And even today we find the symbol of butterflies on many occasions such as duvet, clothing and all sorts of decorations for our homes. As butterflies are associated with joy, happiness and the season of spring. Timeless beauty combined with colorful expression seem not to have lost its uplifting power.

How often we heard the story about the magical transformation of a caterpillar into a beautiful butterfly. Some of us might even witnessed this amazing process how a butterfly works itself out of its cocoon and spread its wings to fly high up into the sky. As a child I was always astonished by these wonderful beings, they were so hard to catch and even harder to keep. That is why we watch them from a distance and enjoy their dances with the wind.

When I got older I experienced freedom as a very important part of my life. I realized that I would not be able to fit into a system that was created by others nor do anything that would not match with my inner feelings. I learnt the lesson of compromising and adaption and the more I walked that road the more I felt myself building my own cocoon. A cocoon that would protect me from the outside world which was not interested in what is going on inside.
Building a cocoon can be a silent protest to protect yourself from the hardship of the world around you. Necessary to keep that precious, vulnerable heart alive that so much wanted just to be itself.

I believe that all of us created, silently and slowly this cocoon around our hearts and souls. With each painful experience we put another layer around our heart, telling ourselves that this or that will never ever happen again. Over the time we become hard and resistant, we call it survival and many of us turn into self-destructive behaviour or accept life as a burden. Unable to see clearly, we close our hearts to the endless life-force. We would rather feel kind of save where we are, than taking the risk of breaking through the cocoon to see if there is something else.

But somehow we do feel that there is something, something is calling us to come out of the cocoon.

There are many spiritual teachers who say you need to live in the Now, the present moment. And they probably right but is that not just another cocoon they created? An illusion to say there is no past, there is no future. But deep inside we do feel our story, our history and all that has shaped us. We can’t just wash it away or act if it has never happened. It is there and it wants to be recognised.

How can we become a butterfly if we deny to be a caterpillar in the first place?

I do believe that is time for us to release layer after layer rather than breaking through the cocoon. It needs time as the cocoon wasn’t build in a day, so it will take time to take it away. Taking away your cocoon has its own pace and it will require a lot of strength but this is the process of being transformed and re-born. Just being hidden in a cocoon doesn’t mean you gave it all up. Nor does it mean you don’t care, it only means that you will need time to work yourself through it.

Once you accept yourself and the cocoon of the past around you, you might get scared. Scared of opening up again, scared that nothing good ever will happen to you. Your mind will start to tell you that you will never ever be a beautiful butterfly, that you can’t fly and dreams are only for people to escape from reality.

Even when you made it through the cocoon, released all that held you back you will experience something I call: “A broken wing”-feeling. This describes a situation, circumstances you will be confronted with in which you think that you are not capable of doing things. You worked yourself all through the cocoon, did all your energetic work, cleansed, cleared, healed and suddenly you realize that you can’t fly. You feel that all this work was for nothing and you not sure where to go from there.
This is a normal process and probably all of us will come to that point, especially just in the moment before the final stage. Your first flight. Bouncing back into a feeling that all this hard work on yourself was for nothing, you don’t feel confident enough, fear is creeping in again and all is too much.

Spread your wings and fly

The butterfly doesn’t question itself, nor its ability to fly. The butterflies purpose is to become a butterfly after being a caterpillar and gone through the process of cocooning. The same is with you, following your inner calling, your purpose requires work from your side and when you nearly there, just jump and let the wind carry you the last bit.
This is the story of the butterfly, this is the story of all of us. We all got the same opportunities but it is your choice if you want to become a butterfly and use your wings to fly!
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