Before I had my Kundalini Awakening I did consider myself as spiritual, but this awakening really showed me that I was being misled. Was I being misled by society, culture, authority figures, tv and or the school system? Perhaps and perhaps not.
The important thing was that I became aware. I became awake. ALIVE!
The following story tells my spiritual pilgrimage and might be an inspiration for your very own path. To set out on this exciting journey of stepping into the power of your own being, your own truth.
I was living in a small town called Bridgman on Lake Michigan. I worked in two jobs at that time, had a warm place to sleep, good friends around me and could afford everything I needed. I served pizza at the local Pizza Hut and the other job was playing card games and reading off BINGO numbers at a retirement home. All in all I was quite ok and it jobs weren’t that bad but still something inside of me was missing.
I was never quite sure why I felt like I was missing something when I had everything I needed.
But it came to me, when in 2011 there was this major catastrophe in Japan happening, when this huge tsunami hit the mainland. It was the most powerful earthquake in Japan’s history ever and it caused waves as high as 133 ft and killed a confirmed 15,893 deaths.
This major event literally shifted the Earth on it’s axis by about 4-10 inches. But it was not only the earth experiencing a major shift, furthermore the whole collective consciousness shifted at this time and many of us could feel it.
We are all affected by events that happen on this earth or in the universe. Some of these natural happenings do have a more visible impact and others are very subtle on us. We as living beings are continous exchange and influence with and from our environment.
This major event of the tsunami in Japan shook my consciousness in a way that I immediately went from searching videos of this tsunami, to watching conspiracy theory videos, going deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole and feeling a lot like Alice.
I found myself on a quest for something and at this moment I didn’t even know what it was.
Those conspiracy videos awoke within me the conviction that our society and our leaders have been doing a poor job of directing civilization. And we gave away our power to them and let them rule over us without asking what it is all about.
Back in 2011 I was angry and upset and began to wonder why we let this happen. How could we not the false truth that was directed to us via propaganda and empty promises. During my search for truth I stumbled upon a man by the name of David Icke.
This man was heavy in the realm of conspiracy theories. After looking into his work and theories I realised there was much more I needed to discover and explore.
From there my path lead me across to a podcast in which he talked about the Project Camelot. He spoke about his very own story of walking up to the top of a mountain and becoming completely paralyzed for over an hour.
He spoke about that his back going straight and stiff and this energy started from the base of his spine and wrapping around it. Fascinated as I was but not knowing at that time, I learned that he described his own Kundalini awakening! Another white rabbit had run by my path and I was too curious NOT to follow it.
This experience made me very curious so I started to read and explore more about Chakras, Kundalini Energy, Meditation and many other spiritual topics. I learned about vibration and atoms, energy and channeling. I taught myself how to raise my vibration and how that would benefit my life. The law of attraction started to work for me.
I began to meditate each day, first only a few minutes. Then I progressed doing it for 10 minutes while listening to a chakra meditation. One day after meditating daily for a month or two, I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked directly into my own eyes. What happened next was truly spectacular.
My back began to straighten and my body became stiff. My eyes were still open looking into the eyes in the mirror, but my face began to shift and it began to look like other people. The longer I stared and unfocused, the more rapidly these faces would shift. Later, I had the revelation that I was seeing all my other past life’s, or parallel lives if you will, but while this was happening I had no idea who or what I was looking at.
Eventually my eyes began to slowly close. The instant that blackness overcame me, this energy, like two snakes, began to slither up my spine. They reached my heart and when that happened, all my chakra centers began exploding with energy. If you’ve ever seen the sun bursting with a Coronal Mass Ejection, or CME, that’s what it felt like.
This lasted for maybe 30 minutes. I’m not quite sure. But once it was over all I could think was, “What the F**K just happened to me?!”
I had my first and only panic attack of my life a few days after this in the winter of 2011. So much energy was channeling through me and I had no idea what to do with it. So I went outside and shoveled snow into a giant pile for 4 hours straight.
The next day I had been inspired that I needed to go on a great adventure. I HAD to go to the mountains. I HAD to find spirit. Find purpose. Find God. Find TRUTH!
I, also, wanted the whole world to join me on this adventure and I created a video series for YouTube and called it Project Bring Me to Life. This was just the tip of the iceberg and the beginning of my new path as an awakened, conscious living being.
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My video about my awakening…
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